When reality sets in, is when everything that was a blurr suddenly comes to light. For so long I could not give up on these feelings I feel inside for my ex. But we had a talk yesterday. I realized something from that talk. I have to move on with my life. Those feelings have to go deep down in the back of my heart. I'm sure I will never forget that they are there. But I should not dwell on those feelings anymore. I love him and I will always love him, but he is my past now. As much as I hate too admit it, he is not my future. When we talked I felt like my heart broke. In my twisted reality, I thought we could have a future together. I was wrong, I was hanging on to the past. I guess it's time to close this chapter in my life.
I don't know what my future holds. Or who my future is supposed to be with. But I'm sure I will find him. Either he's somewhere out there, or already in my life. I don't know!!!!!
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ReplyDeleteI hate that you decided not to see me.
ReplyDeleteYou are dating someone Gladys, and I've been thinking of dating someone. Us seeing each other in the middle of all that would confuse things, don't you think? I really want to know how you feel about it.
ReplyDeleteYou are right about it confusing things. I just have to learn how to think for the future, and not just for the moment. I didn't intend to make you feel bad. It does not matter what happens you will always have a place in my heart.
ReplyDeleteYou aren't making me feel bad, Gladys. These are just issues we have to work out, that's all. We care about each other and sometimes that can makes things a little complicated.
ReplyDeleteWhere are you????
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